I've been Free

Like a wanderer

a pilferer

breaking hearts

getting some babaganouch

here there

always for free

because i was free

myself

I attracted the

desperadoes who

talked in a bit

of a frenzy

but they had to 

see me

for who I was

and wasn't

or else

because I didn't 

have much too offer

certainly not cash

that ugly reality 

that pushes so

many

of us 

around

I calculate because

I get lost very easily

I worry because I

know I can be slow

I am afraid of pain

suffering but I also

respect thse

I see how every choice

make people who

they are

and some great people

seem headed to me

in strange directions

You saw before

my resilience in nothingness

how I enjoy reading

a book or two

in the middle of nowhere

how sometimes I just

want you to slap me

and tear my clothes off

how I dont want us

to be afraid of who

we really are

how we can be naked

in body only if we are

naked in soul

that's why I love you 

and it is what it is